a wedding in may………

we have a wedding in may to go to in virginia. good friends out ours too. we were at (ok, michael performed and *i* was at) their handfasting last year. i feel awful we might not be able to make it, but at the cheapest 224$ for airline tickets to fly into bwi, and at a “max” of 293$ for jetblue to fly into dca, it’s ridiculous. plus food, gas if we borrow a friends car (you are a god send andi!), car rental if we don’t, admisisoninto the touristy stuff i’d like to do while we are there, a gift, etc….. oh, and a new suit for dorian (ok, that’s only gonna be like, 25$, but still). ah, too much :(

we are thinking of maybe sending a gift we put together, and meeting up with them in naples while they honeymoon. in august. hopefully it’s the first week or two of august, b/c i am due the end of august! no babies in naples!

ah well, we shall see!

wow, i seem to have issues

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Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Very High
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Obsessive-Compulsive: High

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I sit, staring out the window,
Waiting for you to arrive.
Will you never come?
Trapped in this castle,
Up high, like rapunzel,
If I let down my hair
will the good prince come?
A car comes up the road,
I can hear it’s engine long before
I see it’s lights.
I am so hopeful,
But it just goes past the house.
Past the room.
I am a prisoner.
My mind goes blank,
My eyesight dims,
Blackness encircles me,
And I drown in it.
I wrap myself with my tattered blanket,
It’s all I have left,
They took everything else.
When they locked me up tight in this room.
Shivering, I rock gently,
Waiting for the next sound,
The next light,
Waiting for you, my prince,
To come rescue me
For this room.

Azxure
09/30/2001