I would love to

bury my head in the sand and ignore all thepolitics… too bad that won’t help anyone.
From what I do understand, the bill that passed still doesn’t really help me directly get health care. Correct me if I am wrong – We still can’t afford health care and We still make too much money for public aid/medicaid.
My kids are still covered by Fla Kid Care. Based on our income that costs 20$ a month for all three kids (20$ total, not each), we pay a co-pay for sick visits, but one well visit is included each yea. Generic meds are covered, but Publix and a few other places have a handful of free meds anyway. Maybe there is no co-pay for the primary but there is for specialists? I had a co-pay for D for his eye exam, so maybe. Malachai is enrolled in CMS (Childrens Medical Services) so all of his is covered 100%. We did not qualify for financial aid for him (based on his disability) but that was our income that determined that, not his diagnosis.
Big breath. Now that I vomited that mess up, why? When can I get 20$ a month health care based on my income? When can I go to the doctor because I feel like my lungs are going to explode or I fell and my knee was swollen for a month and still hurts mildly most days? Yep, not holding my breath on that one.
I am waiting to find out that this bill that passed is the one that will fine my husbands employer for not offering health care (not that we can afford it anyway!) and then he’ll go back to my husband being a contractor and it will cost us even more money.
I realize  you can’t please all the people all the time, but when will it be our turn to not be in the neglected middle percent?

Dance and Little Girls

Tights for recital: 16$ (they had to match, normally they are 2 – 5$); Hair piece for recital: 11$; Hair pins, alligator pins, hair net for recital: 11$; Blush for recital: 9$ (I didn’t have any, but I do have the rest of the required light make up); Monthly classes: 65$x10; Recital fee: 190$ (includes costume, DVD, program, 2 tickets, CSCfPA stage rental and something else); Tap Shoes, Ballet Shoes, tights, leotards, etc..: ~75$
Saving 50$ by not buying the pics (being taken this Sunday, I’ll take my own at home after). They were a good deal, professional photos, on CD, print permission given, but I can’t swing 50$ right now for something I do more or less do myself.
So call it about a thousand dollars a year (August – June) on dance. We were able to use last years tap shoes, but had to replace the ballet shoes. She got a couple of nice leotards for Channukah from Zaide. Her dance bag is an awesome pink leopard print job from Saari Designs. Totally worth it, she loves it. Remind me of this next year when she takes two classes and I am going crazy about two recitals not just one LOL Spent last night and this morning picking up the hair stuff & blush. One of the moms at dance let me borrow the money for the tights so we def. had them (will pay her back on Sunday) instead of maybe having them.
I am so not a stage mom. You have no idea. Eshiva wanted to dance, so I found a reputable dance studio for her to go to. If it’s what she decides to do with her life, then she’ll have started in the right place. I truly don’t mind spending the money on something she loves, it just kills a little something in me to lay it out and add it up. Some of these girls take 5+ classes a week. I see a future in hock to keep her in shoes and leotards and classes lol