Im on my phone so this took forever and i didnt really elaborate. Suffice to say, i think the opportunity to swap gender at will, easily with no negative surgical repercussions, would be amazing.

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Most of them are from 12 – 7 and not conveniently located to me. Did I mention they are from 12 – 7? I am available in the mornings before 12. There are some Saturday hours, but Michael works on Saturday too. Fuckers.

There is one date, two weeks from today, relatively close by and from 4 – 8. Michael is going to head down there while I keep the kids home.

VPK saves us 25$ a week for PreK at the place we’re looking to send Shivie next year.

I am just so angry that we were at the fucking building and they couldn’t take ten minutes to take the goddamn paper that was already filled out and hand me the certificate.

Also, Michael was rear ended last week. He took his car in, but the effing insurance sent him to a body shop. We needed a mechanic. His check engine light is blinking on and off (which is a change from it just being on all the damn time) and the engine isn’t firing the right way. Our ins. was useless, and he’s left a message with the other ins. to call him back, he wants to see a mechanic.

We took the van in for an oil change and brake eval. 600$ later, I will have new brake pads, a new serpentine belt (I have been told that the serpentine belt is near impossible to break or wear down – I’ve replaced it in three different cars, methinks someone is lying to me about that fucking belt), brake fluid, and some other gobbledygook. As it turns out, we have the money this time and don’t have to beg, borrow or steal. Yay!

I am so sick of today already.

The following happened today when I had to go out and grab some groceries for the kids and I. The past couple of months have been a whirlwind for me as most of you know. I ended up giving Kimi a few things and she was happy that she got one of the Gothic Lolita inspired outfits she helped me make/design. I wanted to share this blog with you because it really fucking hit me today… this is going to have an insane impact on so many things. We ALL as parents are going to be affected. Not just those of us that are running businesses. Take some time to read about what is going on with the CPSIA and decide for yourself if you think this law is beneficial. I personally want my kids to always be able to go into libraries, buy handmade goods that are not mass-marketed and appreciate the extra touch of a handmade blanket.

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“Your outfit is absolutely adorable!” I heard a woman say behind me and my daughter replied with, “Thank you! My Mommy has a clothing business!” and I sighed. Sighing is not my usual reaction when I get a compliment for my work. The woman and her sister were very polite and had no idea that they had just brought to surface so many terrible feelings with their compliments, “You made her outfit? It’s amazing! You really have talent and I’ve never seen anything so adorable.” They didn’t have kids but talked about how they almost wished their biological clocks started ticking simply to shop for my line of clothes. I was completely flattered but almost muted because of the recent decision to close up my Immature Couture shop. When they asked where I sold my clothes I didn’t have the energy to explain what was going on so I simply said “Online.” thanked them and went back to grocery shopping with the kids.

I want nothing more than to know that the toys my children play with are safe and will not cause them any harm. I understand the urgency to protect the children of this country from high levels of lead and stop the ridiculous recalls. What I do not understand is why these new regulations were passed with such carelessness that it requires testing for products that have virtually NO risk of lead contamination! Products like clothing, blankets, wooden toys and books! The CPSIA is essentially causing many small businesses that make products for children under the age of twelve to close up shop because of their haste in passing regulations that have an insane amount of loopholes. Congress decided that a problem caused by ridiculous and irresponsible mass-market toymakers should be solved with a solution that sucks in various other industries that are completely unrelated to toys!

Later on when the kids and I were checking out the two women approached me and asked for my business card because they wanted to tell their friends about my clothing line. I smiled and tried to explain to them as plainly as possible that as of February 10th I would be officially closing up shop because of the Consumer Product Safety Improvement Act . Shockingly they were outraged that they hadn’t heard of it. That they felt their rights as consumers were being taken away. That the deadline is so close and there isn’t a media outrage over it. That more small businesses are being shut down and allowing the big companies to triumph. We exchanged information, I gave them my card and they said they would be writing whoever they needed to and be in contact with me. They weren’t business owners who are effected by this nor were they parents but they were as equally outraged as most of us that have to close our shops.

The apathy that I have seen from the general public and even those that own small businesses and are not effected by the new regulations have saddened me until I spoke with these two women. They were absolutely right! This does not just hurt my business. This hurts everyone no matter if they have children or not. No matter if they have a business selling products to children under twelve or selling something that, thankfully for them, does not have to be burdened with the CPSIA. Why don’t more people care?

I loaded up the kids, put my groceries in the trunk and at that moment it finally hit me. Something I started as a side business for extra cash in hand and as a creative outlet was taken from me. Just when my business started to take off it was ripped from my hands, discarded and no real explanation for it. I sell clothes. Not jewelry. Not toys. Not anything that has been manufactured overseas or injected with lead. I design, cut, iron, serge, stitch and package every item of clothing myself. To comply with these regulations each product I made would have to be tested which means each individual component of the garment would have to be tested for lead. A 15$ onesie now costs 400$ to make simply because of the testing fees! I put sleepless nights into marketing plans, helping Etsy teams and writing blogs to help the handmade market. There is no reason for so many of us to be swept out of the way because some major corporations wanted to cut their overhead costs and put MY children in danger. I stood there and cried in the parking lot. There is no reason why so many handmade artists look away at the pain so many of us are going through simply because they are not in the same boat.

Do something. The children in this country need to be protected but by regulations that target only the products that can cause potential harm. If you don’t do it for yourself and your business, or your children, grandchildren, nieces, nephews or friend’s kids then do it for the sake of what’s right and stop being silent and a doormat in our society.

http://www.change.org/ideas/view/save_handmade_toys_from_the_cpsia

http://www.ipetitions.com/petition/economicimpactsofCPSIA/index.html

http://nationalbankruptcyday.com/

http://www.handmadetoyalliance.org/

Saw the jack ass, erm, midwife today. Here is a pretty complete list:

Things she told me I already knew:
- the baby is transverse.
- my blood pressure is pretty low (it was something like 104/54 I think)
- my pulse was pretty high (I think she counted it at 96)
- my urine was dark this morning. Um, maybe b/c I had already used the bathroom, drank a half a yogurt drink and no water.
- I am measuring at 31. Which is right where I am. Go figure.
- I’ve gained approx. 15 pounds, maybe 20 depending on how accurate my starting weight was.

Things I didn’t know:

- the baby’s heart rate was about 140, IIRC.

Oh, yah, and I have to take some class (more money) but next appt I need to tell her I can’t, b/c my mom can’t afford it. It’s to cover what happens at home in the event of an emergency vs. in a hospital and some other bullshit (relaxation techniques, how to birth a baby, etc..) I told her I’ve had two kids, women have been doing this for about a million years, it hasn’t changed. So due to money, time and the feeling of she is a fucking rip off, I need to get out of that.

She also wants to do her back up plan next appt. Well, she is my moms back up plan, and I don’t need her. So we’ll see what comes of that.

While I’m there, and right after, I had a feeling of dread. She is stealing something from me. Something I will never be able to get back. Right now, I feel like I did last night, that she is not there for me, she is there for my mom and dad, and I don’t need her, and don’t need to call her. So I just don’t know. I wish I was strong enough to tell my mom to fuck off and I don’t need her. It’s funny. I am strong enough to have this baby by myself, but not strong enough to satisfy my mom I am safe in my strength.

Took the boys to a Chanukah party today with a moms group I recently joined. Great group of ladies. A little more mainstream in many ways than I am, but hey, we can’t all be the same, right? They were very well behaved, a big concern of mine since most of the kids in the group are under 18 months, if not under 9 months. Only a few are older than 2, and only one older than Dorian, who is 7. We had latkes, jelly doughnuts, crackers & cheese, and other foods, and did a toy exchange. Dorian got a tool set, and his face just lit up. He wouldn’t even let the box out of his hands, let alone out of his sight, the rest of the party. They fell asleep within about five minutes of getting into the car to come home. Dor woke up as soon as I took him out of the car asking where his tools were, Chai slept another hour and a half or so.

I am exhausted. I have to pick my love up from work at 9, and hopefully can come home and get in bed!

We got checks in the mail today from my grandparents. I cannot believe what they sent (individually it wasn’t a lot each, but to send it to all four of us seemed excessive, coupled with the fact that they sent the same to my brother & sister, and probably to all the grandchildren, so they spent a small fortune just sending out checks). i asked my mom if she thought they would even cash a check if I sent one back to them, and she suggested taking them out to dinner. Probably wiser, but I know they need that money right now, so I wish they would take a check/cash/whatever. I think tomorrow I will call to say thank you and make plans to go up next Sunday night or Monday, and see if they will let us take them out to dinner. I might see about leaving the boys with my parents so it’s not a *loud* dinner lol

I, begrudgingly, decided to start my almost 4 year old in school this coming year. It is only two days a week (sadly, one of those days is my husbands only day off of work) and he will actually be in the three year old class because starting at four it is five days a week only.

My biggest problems are a) getting the stupid vaccine exemption form (which I am not even sure if they will take, but I have gotten the run around from the health department for weeks now just trying to get it) and on the required “supplies” list is clorox wipes and baby wipes and anti-bac soap.
First of all, I don’t use clorox anything in my home, and I don’t really want my son exposed to these what in my mind is all day every day. Maybe my mind is exaggerating it, but they want every child to bring in a box of these, therefore they use them often.

Second, we don’t use disposable wipes. I keep a pack in the car, for emergencies, but to tell you how often we use them, I have a 20 pack that has been in there for six months now. When we do use them, they are scent and alcohol free. This is a Jewish day school, most of the parents aren’t rolling in money, and I have fears they will get the cheapest, scented, alcohol laden wipes they can find.

Third, anti-bac soap. I get that kids get sick at school. I get that anti bac soap can help prevent that somewhat (along with those nasty clorox wipes). We don’t use anti bac at home. I think if they are exposed to the germies (and I am germ phobic, so this was a breakthrough for me) that the immune system will work way better than if they aren’t exposed to them at all. I do have an anti-bac foamer that uses tea tree, but we’ve never used it here, and I don’t think that is what they want. They want like, soft soap brand.

Oh, and nap time. I have to buy a nap mat too. My son does not nap. He hasn’t napped since he was two. Every age up through five needs a nap mat for nap time.

I really don’t want to send him now, and my mom thinks I am making a mountain out of a molehill, and keeps telling me I cannot change the world and I can’t keep him home forever and I have to send him to school eventually, etc… Well, I don’t think any of those things, and I was planning on homeschooling.

The only plus side to this I have now is that I am pregnant, and a day with just my two year old would be awesome for both of us, especially before the new baby comes.

Am I making a big deal out of nothing??

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Downloaded more photoshop brushes than any one person needs, and I will have oodles of fun digging through them, discarding some, keeping others, and making pretties.

Changed my bed sheet for the third time in as many days yesterday. Guess what, I have to change it again. Much remember to STOP leaving drinks without lids where the boy can reach them, namely, the nightstand. Must also not let him have the leaky cup anymore.

Need to get the carpet cleaner from my mom. I want to clean the carpets before they get so bad they *must* be replaced. I first thought of this and mentioned it over 2 weeks ago. See how lazy we are?

Need to mop. Need to clean the floor first. It’s all sticky and nasty. I hate little kids. I can’t wait till they grow out of the sticky phase. When is that again? Oh yah, NEVER.

Haven’t had the a/c on in days. It’s been breezy enough outside to merit open windows. Thank goodness it is only drizzling, and our overhangs are big enough that the rain hasn’t come in. If it continues through the night, sadly, we will have to shut the windows and turn on the a/c.

My tongue is white and way swollen. Oddly enough, the white would come from over-sanitizing it, and I don’t really do anything to take care of a new piercing. I haven’t been rinsing with anything stronger than water. Go figure. I have been living on ibuprofen, unheard of for me. I don?t remember it hurting this much before, but that was years and years ago (seriously) and it wasn’t done with a 10g needle then either. It does make a difference. I’ve also been eating real food. Fish hates my aftercare lol I remember having 4 cart piercings done in one day. I had a second hole poked in my tragus (obviously before I had them punched) and my conch’s punched. I chickened out and did my conch’s at a 12g b/c I had never had it done. Shoulda gone bigger! I still haven’t had them opened up any larger, and it’s been about 5 years. Anyway, went back to his place that night, and he oh so gently cleaned my bloody ears. I got home and promptly forgot about any cleaning/care, and let the shower do it for me. They healed up just fine. Usually when I futz with new holes, they get pissy, so tried and true, leave it alone and it heals just fine. For me anyway. However, I am rethinking have my nipples redone once the boy weans. I had them done at a 10g once (the first time was a 14, stretched overtime to a 10, the second just jumped right into a 10) and it HURT. So not looking forward to that again.

Next week I am going to see if mom can watch the boys on Monday so we can work on my phoenix. Which of course means the Monday after Fish gets to do see Phil and have his leg worked on.

I’d kill for some actual naprosin right now. I have bottles and bottles of it, collected as prescribed for my wrists and foot, but I can’t find any of it. I think it’s at my moms house

Today was an odd sort o day. was busy ALL day at work today. This is an awesome thing. For those of you who were unaware, he gets 50% commission on what he does, no more, no less. So much work=better paycheck = some for savings, if I am lucky.

My dad came over tonight to visit, which is always nice. I love my dad, but I have always been a “daddy’s girl” I suppose. We had a nice chat. I am getting a chunk of change from him from his taxes (he claimed the boys this year b/c of their health insurance, and he is giving us part of his refund for them.) He is also giving us some cash from Erin’s life insurance. I feel very wrong in taking even the little bit we are getting, but it is going to pay for our airfare up for her unveiling….. so is it still awful to take it? I mean, I know it isn’t awful in and of itself, I just feel that I am not entitled to any of it, I suppose. I parented her for years, but I was not her parent. I don’t know. It’s a jumble in my head.

He said he was going to go home and look depressed before mom got home. She ahs been spending a ton of time at the synagogue since Erin died, and slightly before as well, if I remember correctly. Dad said he was going to accuse her of joining a religious cult, that way he doesn’t have to pay alimony. Yes, he is kidding. I love his sense of humour. I better, I got it from him *laughs* But she seriously is spending so much time there. She spent the night last night, it was Shabbatone (I may have spelled that wrong, maybe it is two words, Shabbat-Tone?). She dropped the twins off at home early this morning, and picked them back up around 3 to go back. She should be home soon. I guess if she finds comfort in it, but I feel bad for my dad. He does not go to synagogue unless he absolutely has to. He doe snot find comfort in it. I hope he finds comfort in something. I spent a lot of time with him before and after her death. I think my mom should have been the one to do so. I still try to get him to come over more often, so he isn’t just sitting in his room, but he usually says no. I was glad he accepted my offer tonight.

Malachai has a nasty looking cut on his finger from a soda can. He got into the recycle bag. It isn’t infected, but it is on the inside of his pinky finger (who named the fingers, by the way??) and that spot isn’t exactly prone to a) keeping on band aids or b) not getting stuff on/in it.

I picked up the Hylands Kids Kit from Whole Foods. It’s a homeopathic med kit. Fantastic little thing to have in the house. I am pleased with it so far. Chai has both bottom molars coming in, so he is a miserable little wretch. Gave him some Chamo
milla & Belladonna and he was a happy little nursling again. I know, you al think I’m nuts, and that it is all in my head. And I fully admit that it might be in my head when I use the remedies on me, but the boys don’t know what it is/what it’s for, and it works almost instantaneously, so who knows.

So yah. That’s whats up.