tentacle…. erm, tentative (damn fish and his tentacle obsession lol) plans

for those who even care… here is what i’d like to do from now through, say, new years lol

it’s the end of June, so nothing. we are broke. broke broke broke.
BUT, in July…. well, we are having a cookout for the 4th, for fish (he’ll be 32, which is almost as old as dirt from what i am told) and my cousins birthdays (my cousin will be 14 i think), as well as the holiday. whoohoo florida, fireworks are legal. and it’s been raining. so they wont be banned this year due to chance of fire. so yay :-) and that is about it for July, unless we make it to jacksonville to visit mandy and her brood. but that is prolly only going to happen if they find a house. so…….. that is a BIG maybe.

and in august, well, we are going to marco island to see paul and jill *yay* during their honeymoon. i will be, i don’t know, the size of a house, but oh well :-) it will be a fun trip. and baby X is gonna make his or her grande appearance to the world sometime in late august (ok, we hope in late august lol), so looking forward to that!

and in September we are going to disney. yep, baby X should be maybe 3 weeks old then. well, dor went when he was 5 or 6 weeks…. and hopefully while we are there, we can scout for housing and the local shops and what not. or we can drive back up for the day later in the month to do that. i am all about moving to orlando. yes i am, sam i am :-)

September 14 is dorians birthday! can you believe he will be 2? i know i can’t. it have been a *long* two years, lots of ups and downs, but all well worth it. i am sure we will have a party of some sort, but i will still be pretty newly post-partum (ugh, i almost wrote mortum (sp)) so it might not be a *huge* one. i think he will understand.

late September/early October we would like to travel to md/dc/va for a) fish to do another spot at grafixx, and b) for me to go a visiting (ok, i spelled this wrong, and it tried to tell me i meant “fisting”). oooo toddler and newborn, that should be fun. < -- dripping with sarcasm, if you don't know me very well. but for all four of us to come up will depend on how i feel, money, and finding someplace to take in the four of us, or a cheap hotel lol but i'd also like to drive, so who knows how big of a deal it would turn into.

october.. well, nothing really planned, just keep socking money away for the move and being to more-seriously look into housing and employment and all.

november is my birthday :-) i’ll be 23. yes, for those of you who suck at math, my dear hubby is just a hair shy of 10 years my senior. it just means i get the insuranc emoney first *ducks* i love you baby!! oi, i remember 18. fuck that, i remember 16. you know what? i think i like 23 better. shh, don’t tell anyone i admitted to that! if it were up to my dad, we’d be in disney (inside joke, sorry to those of you not in the loop!) but i don’t think we are going that route this year. *snaps fingers* damn.

december is my sisters 21 birthday. now, i suppose if erin were any normal almost 21 year old, i’d take her out and get her drunk. but she’s not, so just a family party. maybe i’ll spike her tube with some vodka *wicked evil grin*

aw! the kitty is laying on her back propped on some pillows. too cute, wish michael didn’t have the camera t work.

oh, back to plans… and then hopefully after jan we MOVE. well, hopeuflly we have had enough cash by now to move.

but them’s the tentacle plans *grins* now let’s see if they actually work!

wanted to thank all of fishies friends…..

for taking good care of him :-)

he says there was much fun to be had (fishie’s entry on the subject) and everyone was happy to see him.

as he said, he is going to try to go up again come sept. i am thinking late sept/early oct, so we can all come up, but who knows.

everyone’s ink looked awesome! i am jealous. i am still waiting to get new ink, he still owes me birthday ink from nov. of last year lol

all about ME

I kinda pieced 3 or 4 of these together. I got rid of some of the questions, but I didn’t catch all the doubles, so bear with me please.

Name: jenn, but i go by azxure
If you could change your name what would you change it to? jonathon reid kennedy (i love how it sounds lol), or to just azxure
Email address: azxure@msn.com
Due Date: late august
Sex and name of baby: who knows, and nope, we don’t have a name picked out yet
Partners Name: michael
Partners Birthday: July 4
Children’s Names and Birthday’s: dorian sascha cain, September 14 2000
Location where you live: coral springs, florida
How many times have you been married/joined: michael and i had a handfasting and a wedding, so two, but to the same person
Religion: judeo-greek-pagan (think old jewish mythology/mysticism and greek mythos combined)
Nickname: azx
Hometown: baltimore, maryland
School: pikesville high, art institute of ft. lauderdale for college
Bacon bits or croutons: croutons
Favorite salad dressing: mmmmmm garlic ranch
What type of deodorant do you use? tom’s of maine calendula
Favorite shampoo or conditioner: got 2B
Favorite color: silver, followed closely by blue
Best friends: michael, mandy
One pillow or two: about 6
Pets: 2 rats, cosmo and pingR and a cat named zoe
Favorite movies: anything with ed norton in it
Favorite type of music: lately, industrial, but elektronica, techno, punk, ska
Hobbies: soap making, candle making, lotion/salve making, herb lore, lots of weird stuff :-)
Dream car: ooooooo one of those old corvettes that are all sleek and curvy with the chrome *drool*
Type of car you drive: mazda 626
Word or phrases you overuse: too many to list here, i am sure
Toothpaste: tom’s of maine
Favorite food: anything that doesn’t give me heartburn
Most romantic thing that ever happened to you: i don’t even know
Strangest place you ever had sex: on the side of some highway coming out of west. va on the way back from visiting in-laws
Do you get along with your parents? usually
Favorite town: washington, dc
Favorite ice cream: from russia with buzzzz
Favorite soda pop: fresca
What’s your bedtime: whenever
Favorite shoes: anything with a 5 or 6 inch heel that makes me 8 inches taller
Favorite fragrance/perfume: dolce&gabbana
Favorite song at the moment: none
Favorite web site: too many to list
Favorite subject in school: creative writing and chem
Least favorite subject: anything with numbers
Favorite sport to watch: none
Most humiliating moment: i don’t even know (ok, *that* is my most uverused phrase)
Craziest person or silliest person you know: that’d be me, bob… or pinger
Favorite holiday: my birthday!!! and samhain and yule
What kind of work do you do? i was a graphic designer and web designer/programmer, but now i am a stay at home mama
Are you an inside or outdoors person? outdoors, as long as it isn’t hot or humid
Do you have children? yep
How many boys? just one
How many girls? none
Where were you born? baltimore, maryland
What is your favorite TV program? buffy, charmed, smallville
What is your pet peeve? rude people, poor grammer/spelling
Do you floss your teeth on a daily basis? nope
What is your favorite thing to wear? anything comfy, but when i’m not pregnant, anything sexy
Do you wear make up to run errands? i draw my eyebrows in every morning when i wake up, but otherwise, no
What kind of gas do you use (regular, super, premium or diesel)? regular
Do you collect anything? i have one of everything
Which disney character do you relate to the most? figment
If you could have one car for the rest of your life what would it be? lincoln navigator
What is the ONE tv show you WONT miss? buffy
What drink do you drink most? water
Have you ever met anyone famous? winona ryder and dave pirner, and some other random people
Is the glass half empty? half full? half empty, dorian just spilled it
What song do you blast in the car? none, but if i am alone, the entire OpIvy disc
If you could “be” with 4 famous people and have no repricucions who would you “be” with? ed norton
Do you watch Hollywood news programs? i don’t watch any news programs
Do
you collect anything? one of everything
Do you know your sign? does it describe you? scorpio, sex and death baby, sex and death
How would you describe yourself using 4 adjectives? creative, blunt, fun, excitable (sometimes)
Do you take baths or showers? showers, who has time for baths?
What are youre favorite webpages? too may to list
What are some of your life goals: own a house, own a car (not be paying on it, that is), raise healthy, well-adjusted kids, the usual
Hobbies: i told ya there were going to be doubles!
Talents: *shrugs*
What is your favourite Color: silver, blue
What is your favourite Band/Musician: OpIvy
What is your favourite Type of music: old old old punk
What is your favourite Movie/s: anythign with ed norton
What is your favourite Actor: ed norton
What is your favourite Actress: julia roberts
What is your favourite Song/s at the moment: none
What is your favourite T.V. Show/s: buffy, charmed, smallville
What is your favourite Season: autumn
What is your favourite Holiday: my birthday, samhain, yule
What is your favourite Pasttime: partying, and then playhing with dorian once he was born

my mom

as some of you knew, my mom was in the hospital
for a transfusion, endoscopy and colonoscopy. a couple weeks ago they found
2 cysts, one on each ovary, that were benign. today they found a tumor, not
sure where tho, and it is cancerous. needless to say, my dad is having a fit
(his father had stomach cancer, so he has seen first hand what happens
*sigh*), and i have michael and sara. he’s been coming home to deal with
erin. they are doing another ct scan tonight, and maybe releasing her
tomorrow sometime, but she’d be going back to have the tumor taken care of.
don’t know anything else right now.

we were going to disney for moms birthday this weekend, as of now, we
aren’t, tho i might be taking michael and sara up to get them out of the
house this weekend.

please keep her in your thoughts.

so, it’s been FOREVER……..

and here’s the scoop…

you all know we moved to florida. in with my parents. oh, we got the dd-214!!!!!! but we have decided to stay here until at least September because a) we aren’t sure where michael is going with this shop (hopefully it’ll get better, but who knows) b) what’s up with my parents (more on that later) and c) goddamnit, i don’t want to move until we know what’s going on! but jacksonville is still loosing good if not everything works out how it should.

dorian is getting sooooooo big! he is 19 months now, and is signing a ton. he keeps bringing me this green push car and signing green-drive. too cute. and he thinks it is time for the “terrible-twos” *sigh* god help us all! lol

my mom has some cysts on her ovaries, but they are benign, but she is still not too happy. hell, i wouldn’t be either. dad and everyone else is doing ok, they aren’t sure if they want to move or not. i am pushing for jaxx lol north fla is SO different from south fla.

we had a wedding to go to in may, but i don’t know if we can afford it. it’ll be almost 500$ for transportation/food/gift/etc… we shall see.

the shop is working out ok, but when it makes 100$ one week, and 500$ the next…. too unpredictable (and that 100$/week does NOT cut it!) but it is also the off season, so hopefully things will pick up come summer time. michael is happy to be there, he is doing what he loves and is good at (go check out www.obscure.org/~peloquin).

we are heading to disney next weekend for my moms birthday. we rented a 3 bedroom condo for the 8 of us, if it turns out to be way nicer than where we usually stay, we will stay there again.

i am doing ok with this pregnancy. that’s really all there is to report there. i am exhausted, but what did i expect with a toddler and a pregnancy? lol

i think that’s it. i might be wrong, but if i am, i’ll add more later.

ta!