stew

I grew up in Maryland, and we had stew once a week in the winter. Just like popsicles were a summer treat and ice cream was reserved for winter, stew was very much a winter, cold weather, bundle up inside kind of meal. Well, it is never that cold down here, but I still find stew a comfort food the same way some people think of meatloaf. I make it at least a few times a month, it’s great because I can pop it in the crock and leave it to sit all day and voila, dinner is ready right on time to scoop out and onto plates.

you need

  • stew meat (the pre-cubed stuff, it says stew meat on the package) – I get about two pounds. By the way, I like the stuff labeled stew emat because you usually get a good cut of meat. I’ve even made stew out of tenderloin before when we butcher our own. Often the “stew meat” is scraps of the good stuff that wasn’t big enough to sell as a true cut of beef.
  • cornstarch (enough to coat the meat)
  • 4 cups of beef stock (chicken works just as well, to be honest, but I wouldn’t go with vegetable stock)
  • whatever veggies you want to put in – I like carrots, potatoes, onions, peas, green beans and maybe corn if I want to add some color, but really any veggie will do, it’s the beauty of stew!
  • garlic – I use 3 – 4 crushed cloves
  • salt & pepper to taste

Coat the beef cubes in corn starch. You can also choose to just dredge them through the cornstarch, but I’ve had better result thoroughly coating them.

Reserve your left over cornstarch for later in the recipe

Toss them into a pan with some butter or oil or whatever and pre-cook them. You are basically pan frying the beef, but the cornstarch protects it from overcooking, and helps make the gravy (more on that later).

While you are waiting to turn your beef over to cook the other side, pour your beef stock into your crock pot (I use a 6 quart crock and this all fits in nicely, I have no idea if it will fit well in a smaller one) and set it to high to warm it up right quick.

Go turn your beef, and when it’s done, slide it into your crock with the stock. Be careful not to splash that hot stock on your arms! It takes me two to four pans of beef to pre-cook all of it, so this step takes me a good half hour to fully complete.

Let your beef and beef stock cook for a few hours. Add your potatoes now if you are using fresh/raw. You can wait a bit if you are using canned or frozen.

If you aren’t going to be home to break this up into stages, feel free to add all your veggies at this point, and turn your crock down a notch from high (if your crock is like mine, you have warm, low and high, turn it to low, then turn it to high for 30 -60 minutes when you get home to finish off the cooking process).

If you will be home, let it sit a bit, and in a few hours check on how thick the gravy is (remember how we coated our beef? that’s what helps make the stock into gravy) If you want it a little thicker, make a slurry with your reserved cornstarch and cold water and pour it slowly in while stirring until you get a good consistency. Remember it will continue to thicken!

Now is the time to add your veggies as well. Let it all sit for a few hours more and that’s it! Your beef should be very tender, shredding easily. If it is not, let it cook a while longer.

I like to serve this with some lightly buttered bread, it tastes yummy to dip in the gravy :-)

Talk about stressful

We went to social security this morning about Malachai. We got there with time to spare for our appointment. I thought we were meeting with the man I made the appointment with. Nope. We got Jesus lady. We were called back just a few minutes after our appointment time. Good start. Malachai does his freak out, try to hide inside my chest thing. No surprise. I got him settled down, playing with my PDA. We start answering questions.

She asked about our estimated income last year. I said no one stated we would need our taxes. She said no, listen to me, I never said you needed your taxes, I need an estimate of your gross income. Well duh lady, that would be on our taxes.I have no clue what we grossed last year. We guessed. She had actually wanted a weekly, but because Michael is commission, this is always hard to answer.

We went over everyone in the house.

We went over property (easy enough, we own nothing except the car, and that is only half paid off).

We went over life insurance (which we only opened a few months ago, so it hasn’t amassed anything).

We went over Malachais diagnosis,  his doctors, his past andfuture appointments. I filled out a questionnaire that made me realize my boy is smart, but he is on the slow to non-existent end of independent/communicative.

We were told that our income to property (or however they calculate it) meant he wouldn’t be eligible for much in the way of money, but it would mean Medicaid would come into play. Which was our goal, so I did a little back-flip. In my head.

She sent the info off to Tallahassee, and we’ll hear back whenever we hear back.

There is more, but I am still kind of flabbergasted. The woman had religious sayings and whatnot all over her desk. You literally could not look at a surface and not see something God related. It figures we get her. I can’t explain it, but it started before we evn got there, I felt like I should have worn long sleeves and my hair down. I come from (hah, because I am soooo old) a time when people with visible tattoos were looked down on, we not given jobs, and it was expected they needed some sort of hand out, because that was “the kind of people they are.” Well, fuck that! So I hate having to ask for assistance like this. We wouldn’t have to if the insurance was still effective. Michaels boss is looking into ins, but he needs it for three employees (himself included), so it is not like it’s going to be a huge price break like a larger company would have (where the company pays most of it anyway). While it would be nice, I am not holding my breath that there is something out there that is decent coverage and affordable. It isn’t my faith in J that is lacking, it is my faith in the system at large.

After social security we went to HACS and had Dorian’s tuition adjusted. The payment site was still showing the original payment, and not the new adjusted one. Can’t have that. So that is all fixed. I’ve written and need to mail the check for his books and trips fund. I set up the online payments, starting in September. I need to write the checks for give/get and  the building fund. Thank goodness those wont be deposited until Feb and May.

I need to order him some new shirts for school. This never ends.

We got a dog last night. A pure-bred yorkie. She’s a rescue. She is the sweetest thing. We’re taking her to the vet on Thursday (and the next few Thursdays) for a dip to help heal her skin. She has skin allergies, and her last owners mis-treated her badly and did not take care of her skin. Once she heals up we can have her properly groomed too. She’s been (from the looks of it) shaved down except her face. Her hair is pretty short, and very thin. I want to have the hair on her face/head cut a bit more, and the rest of it trimmed evenly so it grows in proper. We’re going to send her papers into the AKC just because (it’s pretty inexpensive, and the original owner never did… I don’t plan to breed her or show her, but it’s kind of neat to have them). I can’t believe the owners paid so much for her and mis-treated her so badly :( She just follows me around the house or naps at my feet. Cutie.

Weekend wrap up

I am starting to edit photos for size and content, haven’t even thought about uploading them yet. Apparently Lightroom has an update, so that is holding me up a bit.
I was going to start Saturday morning, but that’s getting ahead.

Dorian has been ill for a few weeks. Let me set this up properly. He hasn’t been ill enough for me think he is actually ill. He was vomiting here and there, but nothing more than enough for me to think his food wasn’t sitting proper. Then starts the pure liquid runs. Hm… food allergy perhaps? I started keeping a food diary for him. Friday night he wasn’t feeling well again so we set him up a little pallet on the floor to sleep on (since our bed was full and his room is downstairs). We finally get to sleep around midnight and around 1AM he wakes up vomiting all over everything. We clean that mess up and get back to bed. Alarm goes off at 5. We managed to put off getting up out of bed till 6. Go procrastination!

Saturday morning we get everyone dressed and whatnot, car loaded, last minute animal feeding and stuff. We’re on the road by 7AM, at the airport and checked in by about 8.30AM. Good stuff!

Flight was uneventful. We got to Dulles, couldn’t find the effin rental car reservation, called six places over the course of an hour and a half, panicking. It was a mess. Sarah was going to talk to one of the Punky Moms about getting us to the hotel at least, but as it turned out we didn’t have to do that. Called my dad, he hopped online for me, gave me the number for Avis (we were going to make a reservation online, but decided to phone) and they had a car, and for less than we expected to pay *and* had car seats. Yay! Crisis mostly averted. We made it to the hotel around 5.30 or 6PM, dropped our stuff off, changed and drove out to Bmore for a BBQ.

Saw the family, had a nice time, got sent back to the hotel with food. We got back around 9ish and watched some TV, decompressed and slept.

Sunday morning we drove back into Bmore, met up with my dad and siblings, had breakfast and followed them out to the cemetery. The unveiling was nice. My uncles and brother spoke, the cantor sang, Malachai hid under my skirt (I think there were way too many people for him). Went to my uncles for brunch after. Brunch was nice, got to chatter with everyone some more, and then we went back to the hotel for a nap.

Drove out to a friends home for dinner, which was a lot of fun. I wish we could do it more often. Got back to the hotel around 10 or so, crashed.

Monday we had breakfast at the hotel, and drove into DC to meet up with Paul Roe and see his new shop. Lovely. I am jealous, I wanted a shop with an art gallery. C’est la vie. He gave us some shirts and other goodies, and met up with Andi & Kira and we went to Union Station for lunch. Had a bite to eat, and drove into VA to meet up with Sarah and some Punky Moms at a park. Had a lovely time at the park. I got to hold almost poppin’ fresh babies, the kids got to run around, and I got to talk. Good all around! Then we drove a bit more into VA and met up with Patrick and Jill, Dave stopped by as well. The boys played the Wii. Dorian “bowled” like a 190! We got back to the room around… 10ish again. Maybe it was later.

Yah, I am totally glossing over stuff now. I want to lie down.

Today we drove into Gaithersburg (breakfast at the hotel, checked out) and had lunch at Bugaboo with Andi & kira, then drove to the airport and waited. The kids were not so great on the plane this time, but not *awful* I think we were all just over tired. Dorian has been sick all weekend. I am going to phone the doctor tomorrow about him.

I’ll post some more tomorrow, I need to lie down.

Insanity, Thy Name is Uninspired

I can’t write. I can’t draw. I can’t create. I am so frustrated. I get out a pencil and paper, and nothing comes out. I bought a dressform, I got out my serger, and nothing. I am at such a loss. Nothing inspires. Nothing stirs. It’s as if I’ve created all I can create, and I shall create no more. Dramatic, no?

I used to blame it on a lack of time, but perhaps it just a lack of me.

Lacking

I have been so busy lately, but at the same time, I feel like a slack-ass. Go figure. I am pretty busy with EPD and PM’s. I think I have some Saari work coming up soon. Did Mismo work.

I started going over the tuition assistance papers for the boys school for next year today. Panicked. We are going to try to talk to Michal sometime in the next week. I don’t really want to get too much into it here, but to put it simply, we cannot afford tuition (it’s close to 25K per year for both boys) and I cannot solidify a number we can afford because our income changes week to week. I can volunteer Tuesday – Friday from 1 – 3.30, so I am hoping we can work something out. I’d like to read to the kids or… something. I have offered multiple times to volunteer this year (50 hours are required for scholarship families) but have not been taken up on it yet. Hopefully we can get this straightened out. I will not put them in the local public school (my brother and sister went to it, and I think it did them a great disservice).

So in lieu of real content from here on, here are some pictures!

So these are my ancient ass sandals. They went with me to Israel, clubbing, many many moves, and I’ve finally gotten the darn things fixed. The sole came out on both, and had to be nailed down, then the leather piece over the nails came off and I just got around to replacing it. For good measure, after I got them home and one of my straps busted, I Gorilla glued the strap in and the sole down. They should be good to me for many more years.

And we happened into one of my favourite shoe stores because we had some time to kill, and my fabulous husband spotted this find:

They are normally 80$, they were on sale for 20$ because they were the last pair, and happened to be my size. The leopard spotty goodness is fuzzy, we think it’s cow hide.

Oh and, Eshivas birthday is tomorrow. She’ll be two. We aren’t doing anything because], well, I don’t feel like it. I have always had a BBQ and some family over and I just don’t wanna. I know it’s awful of me, but it’s not like she’ll notice or remember, and it’s not like she has a ton of little friends we’ll be having over or anything. Maybe I’ll make some fairy cakes tomorrow morning.