azxure

saw my midwife today

7 May 2002 By azxure Leave a Comment

and i have *either* an umbilical hernia, or a fatty tumor (which is basically a little ball of fat in a weird place lol) but it hurts. she said no lifting, bending over, or straining.

i am also on wellbutrin through the end of may, when my next appt is, and we’ll see if it helps with this nasty anxiety i had come back. if not, onto something else! normally i have my anxiety/panic issues under control, but this has been a nasty month, as most of you know.

so that’s that! oh, and michael is still looking for work, so cross your fingers for us please!!!

Filed Under: All Things Natural Tagged With: 2002, May, Pregnancy

so tired

30 April 2002 By azxure

i am exhausted. and my legs hurt. it’s a combo of being preggers, stressed and everything that is going on.

i have to take my car in for a tune up tomorrow. 388$ later…… borrowed, at that *sigh* and go to the midwifes, and then come home and finish up michaels portfolio, and then get the kids from school, and go get market day stuff, and grill dinner, and then go out and look at shops. looooooong day

i am tired just thinking about it.

Filed Under: General Tagged With: 2002, April, Pregnancy, shop, stressed, tomorrow

my mama

29 April 2002 By azxure

mom is a trooper!! she finally got ever the shock, and sees her regular doc on wed for a follow up, and an internist on Thursday for more details on what’s going on (and to ask about me being preggers and having a toddler in the house while on the radiation and chemo, since i can’t find any info on how much, if any, will be residual in her body) with everything. but she’s up and moving, and dorian is finally going over to her (i think he was freaked b/c ra-ra wasn’t getting up off the couch lol) and kissing her boo boo (that big ass zipper on her stomach) and she’s pleased with that. now if she’d stop trying to pick him up, dust, mop, etc… lol

ok, this was posted to one of my groups, but i don’t feel like typing the same thing in different words lol

Filed Under: General, Mishpucha Tagged With: 2002, Ailments, April, Dorian, mac, mom, Mom/Dad, Pleased, Pregnancy

joy of joys

29 April 2002 By azxure

michael can’t get health insurance b/c he has acid reflux and is on nexium. STUPID insurance assholes so we can go to social services and see about medicaid OR he can go find an office job somewhere, which we were discussing anyway, b/c the money is NOT coming in. i hate this shit.