I took a giant step (for me) today

So I spoke with Michael this morning, and I rattled Mandy’s brain about it, and I called my own dad for his opinion. I called CSE about transferring Dorian from HACS over to CSE and what would be involved.

I wanted to wait until after winter break, but school is more than half over by then, so the sooner the better.

Dor wanted to switch, but not until next year. I need to talk to him about it.

I phoned HACS and left a message for them to call me back.

This came about because I was asked to volunteer this morning. Not a problem, but I realized I said I could be there 8 – 11:30 four days a week. Um, no, no I can’t. I’m an idiot. I got so overwhelmed, and felt so guilty for having to call back and back out of it (I still haven’t – waiting on that call back). I am so split with the extra driving, and different schedules. It’s driving me batty.

All I need to move D is proof of address, birth cert, vax exemption, physical and a report card. It will save me 200$ plus gas a month.

It will suck because I need to look into afterschool Hebrew school, but it can wait a bit, I think.

I feel flighty about it. Nervous and excited all in one. I know he will do well wherever we put him. It would free up so much time. It would be so much easier.

It’s not best for him, but it is best for everyone, especially me, because there is no more of me left to dole out. Which is what brought on the sense of urgency I have about this in the first place. I’d hate to tell HACS they are the reason I am pulling him out. It’s kind of ironic to me. I fought like hell to keep him there, and there is the reason it’s just not working for me this year.

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