for those of you following my drama

Holy fuck, I have drama? When did that happen?

Anyway, as I was saying. I feel great. I feel better than I have in months. Go figure. I know it wasn’t time, and when/if the time comes, I/We will know it. I head to the doc next Friday (not this coming, the one after) and then in 6 weeks time I will head to Sheila about that IUD. Because I know you all care so much about my contraceptive choice.

I have been cuddlier with than I think we had been in months, I feel like he is doing a bit more with our boys and around the house, but we will see how long that lasts. It’s been fun times.

I am still bleeding, I suspect it will go on for a bit more. Highly unusual for me, but these are unusual (for me) circumstances. Have I ever mentioned how much I really hate pads? I don’t so much mind cloth ones, tho it is rare I even use those, but I bought disposable ones b/c I wasn’t sure what to expect (and frankly, glad I did) but UGH I don’t like them! On a different note, while I was unfuckingbelivably uncomfortable on Sunday, on Monday I felt awesome. I wont get into Sunday, but suffice to day, Fish seems to know women whose monthlies are like that *every* month, and I feel sorry for them! I have never in my life felt like that. Wait, the after pains after Chai was born, but that lasted all of an hour, this was all damn day and into the night. Fuck that. I Love my body. And apparently my body Loves me.

So that’s that. hanks everyone for your support, et cetera, ad infinitum…. [insert more Latin phrases here]