she rocked me all night long

Ok, he/they rocked me all night long. It’s 5.50AM. I have been up for 50 minutes. That is not including the all night long I was tossing, turning, and being generally awake. Ever notice how, on days you need to be up super-early, you sleep so light? I think it ought to be the other way round.

I have new found respect for my dad… I cannot believe at 50 he still does this with Erin day in, day out, and the fact that he even can. I am thrilled that tomorrow is the last time. I just can’t do it. I always said I would take care of Erin when no one else could…. Well, I can’t. I mean, we are managing, but a few days is a few days, not the rest of her life. It scares me what will/could happen once dad can’t anymore.