ironically, i was about to post this, and saw
so i got my period yesterday/last night (kind of both, and those of you in the know, know what i mean) and that was 45 days since my last one, which lasted about 3.5 days. which is normal for me. that last one was after 15 months of not having one. whiich was preceeded by about 2.5 years of them, but mine have alwaysbeen erratic, short and not often, even with being erratic.. i mean REALLY erratic.
i had been hoping not to get it at all until we wean, but whatever.
i hate that i never know when tho….. and i hate that hubbin and i have to be way careful. i don’t drops eggs often, but they are obviously often enough for two pregnancies. that, or we “time” it really well lol
ok, that aside, i am hovering at like, 137 pounds. and on my 5’1 body, i don’t think it is attractive. but i also know some of it is milk weight (yep, 7 months later and i am still, to some degree overproducing), extra baby weight left over from (seriously) dorian, the fact that i am the laziest thing on the planet except when it comes to my kids, and some nasty looking stretched skin that never toned back up. si i need to work on this big time.
i found a photo of me from a couple years back, when i was 95 lbs, and i want that stomach back!!! i was also doing tons of coke, and while i was eating well (seriously) i was obviously burning it ALL off almost as soon as i ate lol
i need to decide what to do with my hair. i don’t want to cut it, i don’t htink so anyway. it is long enough to pull into a tiny tiny pony tail, but the curl is coming back, so i don’t want to re dye it.. maybe i will go have it done and have them just do my roots. i could do my own, but i want an exact colour match.
i made the cutest picture frame for piXy.. just have to send it out now. i realized it’s like, 700 miles from us to her.. i think we might have to meet up some time 
goddess knows when tho.
i ordered more candle supplies, i am making little espresso cup votive-y things. i got 4 different coffee scents and brown colour (i might add a little red…. not decided yet) and pour them right into these ceramic espresso cups, should be super cute. i hope they sell!!! and i got a new pillar mold, aso that and my votive molds… maybe i can get a small stock in, or at least i can offer to make those pretty quickly, since i won’t have to wait for them to s=be shipped to me, you know? i mean, they aren’t the same wax PP uses, or scents (those i will have to invest in) but to make a couple here and there should work out pretty well.
i have been feeling uber-crafty lately. i need to make stuff!!!!! any ideas on stuff i should make??
